Game of chess

Work has become the Work Edition of Big Brothers, minus the big payoff in the end. The retail world is a dog eat dog world and I have partaken in this foolish behavior . Am I happy? No. But I only played the cards that was being dealt to me. Now, if you want to play chess with me and decide to move first for the attack , I will get you back , when you less expect it.

Replacement

I'm a bus girl today. Dressed up in a black button down shirt and black dress pants, with my hair pinned back. I feel like I'm working a restaurant job. It's funny how my apprentice will be replacing me, but she's not here for the biggest event. How nice is that she gets to replacement but she lacks what I have dedication. You can stay for a few hours past your shift that means nothing . Remember I never wanted the position and once I got it , I wanted to grow with it. It's only been a few months and I have my replacement .

Hate sharing .

How do you determine which arm rest is yours at the movies ?

Management

If you can't trust your management team, than who can you trust (work wise) .

November is my new deadline to be out of retail and in the SSW field...or a better paying job. Now, it seems like a lot of time, but I'm the biggest procrastinator . I want what is best fort future but I don't want to put myself out there just to fail. I hate failure. What really sucks, is that I'm training my replacement , giving advice and telling her what she needs to overcome . When I was in her position , I didn't have that. I feel like I've outstayed my welcome at work and now they want to toss me out. Start over with a new team.

Pretty

Wine

I,associate wine with jazz music and sophistication . It's become an acquired taste, which make me enjoy growth. The sweet or bitter taste brings joy to my tastebuds. I'm happy, relaxed and at peace. No, I am not an alcoholic .

5:00

I,Natasha went for a jog/walk this morning it was a very pleasant experience. Now, I'm inspired to use that gym membership that I pay $22.40 bi-weekly for.

Just be you

Back to work. I'm trying to have a positive look on life. It might be hard since, I happen to be the biggest cynical / pessimistic person ever. I'm not trying to change my personality,but I guess my negativity can sometimes cause problems.

New month, New...

Hello, September !

I need to accomplish a few things, before the year ends.