Life

I just started reading, "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren an I'm curious to learn about what God has in stores for me . Now, I'm just on day 1, but I have a strong believe that I will be inspired. I would like to believe that I have a strong relationship with God and Jesus , but I don't think it's as strong as a church goers. In the bible, it says church is wherever you make it . Once, I'm done this book I will read, The Secret. I've watched the documentary on the book to get the feel of it but I haven't applied it to my life . I've taken loads of notes and I was excited for the first week, but that excitement faded. Hopefully, I will find and stick to a open path . 

Guard my

I leave my thoughts scattered around for everyone to see. I don't want everyone to know my inner demons but my mind is so scattered that I get preoccupied with what's going on around me. I'm terrified of people learning about how sad I am. 

Breaking out of retail

I went to school to become a social service worker. 2010, I graduated with SSW diploma . 2010 I was working in a clothing store. 2010 I was working in a home decor store. 2013 still working in that home decor store. Needing to break that cycle of falling behind .

The rest is still unwritten

I was so unhappy to the point that I thought I was moving backwards. now

, with this move  I now feel like I can only go forward and take my experience from the past as a stepping stone. The journey will be rocky because I'm unsure of the path that I would like to take, but I know I wouldn't be behind myself.